Sad face

 Is it my headache? My lack of medicine? Today I'm slow and sad. And DANG my head hurts. I'm thinking of parking on the couch with a cozy romance. Just yesterday, with a headache but also medicine, I was like "my body needs a break" but then I'd go sit on the floor and sort through stuff. Maybe I'll do more meal planning. Oh poop I need to go get the grocery pickup tonight, sigh. Maybe I'll see if husband wants to get it, though he's real worn out too. UGH. But he reminded me that even though I wasn't occupied, doesn't mean I did nothing. Therapy with the baby, dishes, talking with the kids (3 hour delay and one stayed home), picking up a kid from the bus stop (because I'm NICE), making dinner... I did things. 

But yeah just yesterday I was like "if this keeps up and I manage to clean everything, I'm going to be like 'what do I even do all day?' because I like being up and active." Ugh today I am back to couch potato. And part of me is worried about my doctor appointment, but I'll just try and take things as they are, and hopefully we can figure out the sadness and lack of energy.

I'm hoping writing it out will help me calm my brain down. UGH I dislike feeling this way. Saddddd.