sad face

I take rejection from my kids very poorly. Which makes no sense, because they're children, right? Maybe because I'm trying to do what I think is "right" and they still don't want to cooperate. Or maybe it has to do with my mind projecting plans and then the kids throw a wrench in things so I suddenly have to adapt and that makes me feel so TIRED and worn down and worthless. Ugh. 

Also I'm already a little worn down, with my mom and all. My husband said today he was considering looking into a grief counselor for the kids - and me?? It's been less than two weeks, I'm pretty sure a grief counselor would just... tell me to grieve. Ugh.