boo hoo

Sad face, I was almost ready to do stuff today but I'm still sad and tired. I did actually do things, just not all the things I wanted to, so I'm trying to be proud of myself, I did some things to set my future self up for success. But I have a headache and honestly I'm still grappling with a little resentment, and it leaves me feeling so empty. Now I got my phone back and I'm not even sure what I want to do. Read my delightful book? Do some tasks like budgeting? Play a game? Webcomics? Complain on social media? Beg for my laptop back so I can play computer games? Pretend like I can earn money answering surveys? Sit outside and pretend like my house isn't a mess?.... Maybe I'll answer that text I ignored yesterday and go from there. Do a little bit of everything and see if anything feels good. Maybe I'll go for a very slow, very short walk. I've been having a lot of headaches lately, maybe PMS related, and I bet light exercise would help. I actually have been trying to get more steps in lately - parking father away at the store, walking to the bus stop, etc. It's nice to use my body a little. Even though I'm tired and achey.

I guess I'm also a little sad because I was getting all geared up to go back to work, when my kiddo refused to get on the bus again. So I had to drive to Tacoma and back. How can I plan around that? So that was a little discouraging.