This one will get a little swear-y

 You've been warned. I just want to unleash some feelings I've been having. Probably would be better to just shout them in a pillow in my car, but here I am, writing it instead. 

FUCK! WHAT IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE? WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? GOD DAMMIT EVERY DAY IT'S SOMETHING NEW AND TERRIBLE AND I HATE IT. ICE? FUCK!! MENTAL HEALTH? SHIT! God DAMN that realization earlier about the schedules has left me FUCKED. It's a BIG FUCKING DEAL. And then I go on the internet and the world is on FIRE. SHIT. JESUS CHRIST, WHY DO WE EVEN EXIST? I guess maybe there can be hope that somehow we haven't completely obliterated each other yet. Fuck though. Like, for real, what the fuck. And I'm going to make PIZZA? With all that's going on, there's still laundry and dishes and we all need to fucking EAT like there's not people out there being literally starved, tortured, killed.

I guess that video was right, our nervous systems were not meant to take on this much stress. Fuck I wish it were easier sometimes. Right now I could go for..... not this. Ugh. Fuck. I don't have energy for this shit.