hope you had a great day!!

It's been an emotionally fraught day. My kids wanted so bad to do something fun and that was cute, but then I had to stop what I was doing to open presents on someone else's schedule, receive things I didn't really love, making me wonder if anyone even knows me?? And anyway it was nice in it's way but I spent most of it wondering if the feelings are normal because I finally care about myself, or if I need to get back on antidepressants ASAP. I'm gonna talk it over with my sister tomorrow, assuming she's up for it. Though maybe I should see about a therapist instead 🥴