feeling swear-y

I'm feeling sad and lonely and isolated and down. Basically I feel like shit. GOD I'm SO TIRED. I thought I was just hangry, but I even had a little ice cream. 

I've just been trapped in the house. And I feel guilty when I leave because I'm not confident I'm covid free (I GUESS I could take a test). But even when I do go out, it's still as a caregiver (especially for child 2 & 4).

On top of THAT, I'm reading this story that I love, but the main character is going through a hard/emotional time, she's really being put down and I HATE it, and maybe I'm empathizing too much.

Or maybe I'm just too too tired and I've been with my 4yo almost non-stop for the last 10 days 😵‍💫