Therapy Thursday

 I finally had therapy! Yay! I'm trying to write down some realizations that I had so I don't forget them. Things like: having fun. Of course I'm not going to prioritize things that aren't that fun for me. (I thought, I've been itching to paint something, maybe we can get started on that? He's always anxious to jump into the next thing. I thought maybe a handprint wall we could update ever few years? Just one idea. I want to make the house feel like ours, I realized, not just keep it "nice." Maybe we could take an ASL class together, pay our oldest (or bribe them with treats or something) while we're at school. It can be our date night.... that's... almost romantic. 

Darn, I'm just sure there was this "aha" moment I had but now I can't quite latch onto in my mind. But basically, I just need to try and have fun with it. It feels heavy, and it's easy to get caught up in the heaviness, but we can have fun, too. Maybe that's what's been so frustrating about co-parenting lately - it's seemed more frustrating and less fun. 

Ah it looks like I'm out of time again. Got to do a few things before my baby comes home from preschool. I love preschool. She has fun, I have a few hours to myself, we love to see each other again afterward. It's basically perfect.