Less excited today

It's not a MAJOR disagreement, but it's not minor, you know? And last time we talked about it I tried to see his point of view but it felt like nothing was resolved. And I feel so RIGHT which probably means I need to take a step back and re-examine things... There's a point where I'm sure we meet but right now it feels far away. But also we both hate difficult conversations, so who knows if we'll figure it out. I wish I was better at starting things. 

I mean... I wish I were a perfect partner. Perfect mom. Perfectly feeling. Living life to the fullest. But obviously I'm not. Ugh. And today this disagreement has thrown off my groove. 

I guess it's time to find today's fun. Except I'm still sick and tired and don't want to move around. I could totally have taken a nap today. Baby wanted me awake though. Maybe I'll Minecraft, that might be just enough fun without being physically taxing.