Unsatisfied

 Have you ever had an argument with someone and felt like nothing was resolved? It's happened to me a few times now and it's unsettling. I suppose knowing we have differences is helpful in its own way, and it wasn't totally unresolved, but I guess what I mean is I feel like I have MORE things I'd like to work through after, not less. (Fewer?) 

Then AGAIN, I've been cooped up inside the house feeling tired and sick (not unbearably so, but definitely uncomfortable). I keep thinking, I could go out, but I also keep thinking, my poor body just wants to REST. Maybe I'll get a delivery... Eh. I think we only REALLY need milk, maybe I can run out and grab it. And donuts. Or a treat. That would be fun, right? Maybe? 

I am feeling pretty unhappy about being sick and confined. I want to do something! I don't even want to get up to see what my baby wants! I'm sorry, baby. I'm so tired. I even took a little nap this morning (not entirely intentional, but I got drowsy and didn't fight it).

I did start an interesting book. Well, interesting in the sense that I want to find out what happens next! I want to read books that are interesting in terms of learning, but my attention span is still short. Especially when I'm feeling a little discontent like I am now. Anyway it's a bit of a wild ride and it'll probably slow down soon, but for now I like it. I'm in the middle of like four books right now... sometimes it feels discouraging to not finish books but I'm trying not to get myself down. If I really want to finish a story, I will right? It's not an inherent flaw to not finish a book, I think...?

Oh that reminds me, my church's book club is next week. Sometimes I like going, because of course they're good people, but last time was a little heavy on the church. Though on the other hand, I felt like I had a little win when they were talking about multiple wives in Japan(? Korea?) and someone that WASN'T ME made a somewhat unflattering comment about Joseph Smith. (Along the lines of "we hope that he wouldn't have married all those women for selfish reasons" and someone else went "probably" or a doubtful-sounding thing like that.)

Ugh it's time to stop since my cute lil baby decided she MUST play with my computer. Neat. She's still cute though.