not kid friendly (swears)

Ah SHIT. I was doomscrolling. I don't feel great today... I'm tired and lonely and sad and my muscles feel tight and I'm hungry and I'm too tired to do the things I want to do... We were late for school AGAIN and it's raining so hard I should maybe pick up my kids from the bus stop but I'm probably too tired. It sort of snowed for a few minutes, that was fascinating. Girl Scouts is tonight and I don't want to go 😤 

I'm reading Valley of the Dolls and I wonder if some of the frustrations from the story have spilled over into my mind - that's a thing that happens right? A negative or disturbing story leaving you feeling down? I don't know. It's so good I want to keep going but that poor main character.

Good damnit I want to swear up a whole f*cking storm, I want to be mad and sad and rage against the machine and have someone tell me fun stories and I want to eat something delicious made by not myself. Actually probably what I want is a nap.