I am an a cheeseburger

 Is my brain fuzzy? Is it on fire? Is it tossing and turning or constantly shaken by the waves of my feelings? Are my feelings real? Do I feel it with my mind or in my body? Am I happy or upset or on the edge or all of those at once? Will I ever feel at peace? (Is it peace that I desire?) Was my brain quiet before? Did depression simply deprive me of feeling and I'm still getting used to the tumultuous experience? Has it always been tumultuous? I can't remember. Should I call the doctor? Should I try some weed? Microdose mushrooms to alter my brain neurotransmitters? 

Is this feeling dissonance? Is it a reflection of my troubled mental state? Am I bipolar? Can I really trust my feelings? Is this PMS? (I do tend to get a little extra intense during my pms).  

I am a liiiiiiitle confused. Maybe I'll blame the time change. It's been a weird few hours. Or weeks. Or months. Maybe years? Well it has been a weird few years.