Worn Down

I've just been feeling lately like it's never enough. I finally started making dinner again, which is great! But now I almost never do laundry. I've made tasty treats three or four times in the last week and a half! But I don't think I've done dishes once during that time. Ugh. I just want a floor without crumbs and a kitchen where I can actually cook dinner but also have clothes to wear?? And let's not talk about showering.

I think with school starting I've been Really Stressed. It's a big change in routines and I haven't been able to sleep as early as I'd like so I'm really tired too. And my poor husband has been in a lot of pain so he's been a little standoffish. 

Anyway I'm really trying not to be hard on myself but there's so much to do. So much I can't do, but so much that NEEDS to be done. Like dental work. And a wellness check, immunizations, flu shot, general health stuff.

I need to do stuff for my deaf child too, I just feel so OVERWHELMED. I need to learn more sign, write down her signs for the new teacher, use my Bluetooth microphone with her hearing aids more often. I need to call the audiologist and see if they can schedule our appointment yet. I need to... there's so much. Maybe I should write it down so at least I might remember it sometimes, and work through it when I have some mental energy.

That's a pretty good idea, I think I might do that. Good job, me. 

See? That's why I turned to my blog, when I "think out loud," I am better able to help myself. Now if only I could learn to communicate out loud. That would be GREAT.