A Little Gloomy

 What IS saving my life right now? I'm so tired that I feel really worthless. I don't need to do that much... though clearing off the table would be nice. Actually frosting my daughter's cake. Happy birthday daughter... poor girl. Last year we moved right around this time so we couldn't do much. I'm trying to set up a special party for a few weeks from now, but it always seems like we're too tired or busy to celebrate her actual birthday. But my parents are coming, and we'll have pizza for dinner, so hopefully she'll have some fun. I'm pretty sure I can slap her cake together, though I'm not positive I'll be able to get the candles she'd really like. 

That just unlocked a memory for me - I'm making my daughter the same cake I made for my husband just a month ago, and it's such a lovely cake it doesn't really need decoration, and usually for my husband I don't put on candles. However, since we were having guests over, including children, I thought it would be fun to sing and have him blow out candles. I made a little smiley face out of the candles, since I wasn't about to put 30+ candles in his cake, and he was watching and pointed out one of them was in upside-down 😂😅 Pretty funny. I should have left it in, but alas I was embarrassed and did not. He regrets pointing it out haha. We are a little cruel to each other sometimes (but only when it's REALLY funny hehe).

But yeah I'm so tired I'm a little worried I'm sick. I should go check my covid test. Though the tests I have might be expired so I should get some new ones... but I'm too tired. I don't really have any other symptoms, though I've had some gut issues. 

Oh, and ps, the only thing I KNOW that is saving my life right now is my wonderful, bright children. They are so great and they need me. If they were older I probably wouldn't get out of bed. But I love em a lot.