M is for Mixed Faith Marriage

 Mixed faith marriage is hard, y'all. Especially when we started our relationship on the same page, but now, we're on different pages. Never exactly on the same page ever again, thought it feels less like we're not even in the same book as much anymore. Yay progress? 

Part of what is tough for me is I have lived experience in being Mormon, and I know how I would feel if he had left when I was faithful. So I guess I feel like not only is he invalidating my experience, but I already know how he feels, which is a great injustice to him, because he's not trying to do either of those things... I'm just projecting it based on how I would feel if our situations were reversed. 

Ugh, see this is why I blog, I kind of understand things differently. Maybe I should rename my blog so it's my therapist. I'll have my Ms Internal Therapist and Ms Blogger Therapist. Hah! It's good, too, because I keep thinking of things I wish I had discussed in therapy and I don't have another appointment until September. Whoops. Maybe I'll make a list...