Deconstructing

 Here's a silly idea I was thinking of while walking to pick up my kid from the bus stop: wouldn't it be interesting to compare deconstruction playlists? Like have a format of songs and then what they meant during certain moments of deconstruction, or snippets of shows or whatever that hit especially hard from a deconstruction standpoint. Maybe it's this book I'm reading, a fictional piece about a biographer. Also I was sad and thought of "What was I made for," which, the Barbie movie was huge for my deconstruction, but especially that song and depression in general. "I'm sad again, don't tell my boyfriend, it's not what he's made for" :( I was thinking of P!nk's "what I know so far" and that scene in Encanto when Mirabel is chasing Bruno through the walls and there's this big pit but the fall turns out to be a few inches when hanging off the edge, and an online person I follow compared leaving Mormonism to that moment. It's so true! It feels like certain death but then there's really... nothing. Almost underwhelming, except not because, you know, safety is great. 

Okay back to getting psyched up to make dinner.