OH MY GOD WHY

My kiddo was having a breakdown taking her medicine, and yesterday she took it so fast, and I was yelling at her ready to pin her down and shove it down her throat 😭 bad mommy, no biscuit (biscuits sound pretty good right now actually!).

Yeah also I'm hungry and don't know what to make because I guess I didn't actually meal plan, I just wanted to make pancakes but I forgot I have no eggs! And I kind of want to go get them but I don't actually want to make dinner after that. Fried chicken maybe?? 

Anyway I am SO down right now, trying to feel calm in the wake of my frustration (why didn't I just meditate? Uggghhh I need to make a note to meditate more). Everything feels so urgent and I can do NOTHING. So it has come to this. 

GAH I'm so hungry! Hangry.